( he doesn't mean to catch him so off-guard, thinking that his suppressants might be enough to keep a barrier between them for the moment's sake, but still; it may just be because he's an alpha, or it may just be because they have spent so many years together up to this point but this close, this damned close< he can smell him, more than the sweetness of everything he's been trying to suppress but megumi as he is as a whole, and while he's always been protective of him up to now, something surges up in the back of his throat that ends up emerging as a bit of a growl that he tries to bite back. because this is not the time or place for it, but that beast is always going to be at his center, isn't it?
the one that wants megumi all for itself. like he hasn't been aware of it all this time, and been pushing it back and back and back still, because it had never been his right, and there is a part of him that still thinks it shouldn't be.
but.
it takes everything in him to not fold that younger body in against his own, to hold him close as he might have when megumi was younger even though he wants to, he stops just short of tugging him in when an arm slips around his middle, that hand that had been nestled against his thigh seeking warmth against the small of his back and it's purely for the sake of holding him because he wants to.
because even if he's taking this so seriously, gojo can't help but to read into all the little things they might be allowed, should megumi himself allow them. )
I know you wouldn't. ( he says softly, quietly, reaching up with his free hand to brush the pad of his thumb over his cheek. ) You're too sweet for that. I'm only joking.
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Date: 2023-02-21 02:57 am (UTC)the one that wants megumi all for itself. like he hasn't been aware of it all this time, and been pushing it back and back and back still, because it had never been his right, and there is a part of him that still thinks it shouldn't be.
but.
it takes everything in him to not fold that younger body in against his own, to hold him close as he might have when megumi was younger even though he wants to, he stops just short of tugging him in when an arm slips around his middle, that hand that had been nestled against his thigh seeking warmth against the small of his back and it's purely for the sake of holding him because he wants to.
because even if he's taking this so seriously, gojo can't help but to read into all the little things they might be allowed, should megumi himself allow them. )
I know you wouldn't. ( he says softly, quietly, reaching up with his free hand to brush the pad of his thumb over his cheek. ) You're too sweet for that. I'm only joking.